I was a poor dirt spoon. Since I was young, I have been competing with my cousins of the same age. A subtle war of nerves between adults in the family, and a war of nerves between cousins that emotions resonate. Those who are in the same situation will probably sympathize with that breathlessness.
Every holiday, adults compare whose grades are good, and we get hurt by those words and watch our faces even at a young age. How sharp is the war of nerves between mothers in Korea. You can tell by watching the drama Sky Castle or Ilta Scandal. On the outside, ^^ Even if I talk with a smile like this, I turn around and I hear everything from my mother and her siblings on the phone.
And how many more mom and dad brothers are there in my generation. Anyway, at a young age, adults have a great influence on their words. When I hear those words naively, I grow up to be a child who is competitive and tries to do anything well. Also, my house was poor and my cousin’s house was rich.
Also, I grew up as an exemplary student because I wanted to be loved by my teacher because I have a strong desire for recognition. I liked to raise my hand and ask questions and get attention. I also knew that living as a model student is safe from a group of people and it’s good to be treated by children.
The reason why bipolar disorder came was when I became the first in the whole school, just as I got it when I was in the first year of middle school. I thought later that I didn’t know if it was a blessing or a curse. I remember when I asked my mom, “Can’t I stop studying?” but she said, “You should.” I remember that I abused me compared to other school kids who were good at it. I didn’t have enough time at home, so I couldn’t afford to go to an academy to take out a lot of good deeds like other children.
And the school I was assigned to in middle school was private, so I had to pay for it. I’ve been trying to get scholarships since then. And at this time, it was difficult to access information such as YouTube. This is a flood of information. The most advantageous thing for a dirt spoon to survive immediately (something efficient for time) was to get money from studying without debt.
My memory was like a jar without poison. I had strength in making spurt in a short period of time. So I got hit by the school record. As the title says, “100 points/A+/how to pass, including memorization, school records, major subjects, certificates” will not be suitable for science subjects such as math.
And if the volume is vast, we should take a strategic approach to increase the number of readings and increase the duration a little more. But the method is essentially in the reading. I kept repeating it and I deleted it by decreasing the amount, and eventually I memorized it in a way that I could memorize the skeleton on a blank sheet of paper and write it down or let it float in my head.
It’s a withdrawal method. The downside is that this method is quite volatile after the test. This is how I’ve passed middle and high school scholarships, college (full scholarships), employment (various certificates), and employment exams so far. However, it seems necessary to consider whether this is a suitable method for the era of AI these days.