It was a very difficult task to take care of your skin while taking medicine in pursuit of beauty. When I was young, I seemed to have melanin pigment, and when I was a child, my skin was white, but as I grew up, I burned with yellow skin like yellow man, and when I was in elementary school, I had freckles stuck in my cheeks like Anne with red hair.
And I didn’t think much about it when I was young, but as I became unconscious from the senior year of elementary school, I started to hate freckles on my cheeks. Oh, I hope you take out these freckles and put them in your eyebrows. That’s what I thought.
When I was in elementary school, I thought it would be great if I didn’t have freckles on my cheeks while covering my freckles with my hands. It was before bipolar disorder, so without freckles, I had smooth and soft skin.
By the way, when I got bipolar at the age of 15 and started eating lithium, my life and my skin changed 180 degrees. When I was in puberty, I usually started to get acne, but my acne got worse due to lithium side effects.
My face, my skin started to break down, as if there was a crater on the moon. I was also under extreme stress from the stress that my academic progress was delayed during my hospital stay during the summer vacation (because I was first in the whole school before that).
When I arrived at school again, I was bullied. And I remember the strange things I did when I was stricken, so I think I was probably more distressed by shame, humiliation, and shame. My family thinks I’m weird, and I think it’s a disgrace to my family, I think the unconscious thought of turning a blind eye to this bipolar disorder and being cursed was dominating me. Anyway, all of those stresses appeared as physical symptoms, my bowel got weird, and my skin got weird.
I think I was covered with acne that hurt a lot when I touched my face. But at that time, I didn’t have time to treat acne because I had a lot of study to do right away. So I just believed in my teacher’s words that I would look pretty when I go to college, and I was prescribed medicine to go to the dermatologist and took antibiotics.
I didn’t have money, so I did what I could do by studying alone. And when it fester, it’s salty. LOL It hurts, but the pleasure was no joke. And this left a scar on my face. Among the songs Park Myung-soo made, there was a phrase, “Should I press it with a ballpoint pen?” It felt like that.
Anyway, I thought about it. Make sure you’re pretty, Marley.. My skin is itchy and painful, I don’t have time to treat it, I don’t have money, and I’m annoyed, but I just watched webtoons and TV shows, and sometimes watch dramas like Glee, comforting myself, and imagining myself to become pretty in college. I didn’t like myself with acne and freckles, but I also thought I was cute. Because if I’m not on my side.
The TMI was long and the reason I told you that means don’t give up hope even if you can’t afford to treat it right away. Dermatology laser technology is good these days, and there are many factory-type places such as Gangnam, so there are many cheap places. After I went to college, I paid 1.5 million won for Praxel at that time, and it was the best choice.
It was a care that included other acne lasers, including fraxel, but my freckles fell off and I made them take Acne medicine. Then it got better and the scar disappeared. But maybe it’s because I’m obsessive, or maybe it’s because of the fear that I might get pimples while I’m not washing up
The exfoliation on both cheeks made both cheeks sensitive. Please be careful about this. You should never give a stimulus in a sensitive state. Take me as your counterpart and you don’t.. So I still don’t use peeling products for my cheeks. It’s also a sensitive area around the eyes and mouth, so it’s better not to use peeling products.
To sum up, if you’ve had some inevitably painful acne, such as medication side effects, it’s resolved by taking a strong drug (isotinone) for a month or two and getting a laser if you have a scar, as shown in the book PolarChoice. Any medicine has side effects, but I don’t think you need to be too afraid of the side effects. This is because it also has great beneficial effects. I think it’s good to focus on the positive part.
And when you get a laser, your skin becomes sensitive, so you have to relax your hands unconditionally. You have to be gentle on your skin. It should not be a stimulus when applying cosmetics, and when applying cosmetics, your hands must be clean after washing them with soap.
It’s a good idea to put your hands almost on your face. For complex skin like mine, it’s good to apply a moisturizing formulation (or ampoule) in the U-zone T-zone, a sticky formulation around the eyes, and a zero-dose product on the cheeks. After going through a lot of trials and errors, I’m doing that now.
Also, if you apply something too nutritious, acne comes up. Also, because of endometriosis, I had surgery and took bijan (hormone), so I don’t have my period now, but when I had my period, I had severe PMS and acne came up according to my menstrual cycle I went down and down.
Even with endometriosis, I suffered a lot from the pain of cutting out the uterus with a knife. I really felt like I was going to die. I was out of my mind. I was dizzy with intermittent pain and lived with ibuprofen. I want to stop feeling this pain. While taking contraceptives, I took care of it in the beginning.
If millet comes up, it’s really troublesome.. I also bought an extruder set, a small needle, and a disinfectant cotton to extrude millet. There’s nothing I haven’t done Because of the pimple.. Acne also has all kinds of acne..I tried a natural pack called a cloud pack with eggs, and I tried the routine of making soft skin on the Internet.. I’ve stopped eating flour and tried vegetarian food…
I’ve been going to oriental medicine clinic for a few months, and I’ve banned meat, eggs, flour, and dairy products, and practiced extreme vegetarianism, but I remember it was so stressful that I had a hard time. You said it was to cleanse the blood, but some of it was effective because of rhinitis treatment, not acne I’m under so much stress that I think I need to find something that suits me.)
In conclusion, I think the answer is to manage acne consistently without stress.
The doctor recommended that I get laser treatment every three to five years because freckles recur. If I get laser, I don’t go outside for a few days and stay at home ^^
It’s good to get an eyebrow tattoo together at this time. ^^ The best thing is to apply sunscreen hard, and to wear a mass production or a hat to block UV rays